first i wait
then i think
i end up with a blank post.
becuase at the end of the day, i do more than i can say
something i cant express futher more
actions can be stronger than words.

this 2009 isnt the greatest so far
my start to this year is messy
and well upsetting.
things will be okay, how do i know that
i just have to accept it.

so school starts tomorrow
i'm going to start taking action
instead of sit back and let it happen to me
i'll prevent it

sometimes at the end of the day
i have myself only
friends have let me down
usually they show me a path
but without them i am lost i'll admit
but i' m not a piece of trash that you can throw away
im your friend, thats if you'll accept me.

why do we hover on alot of things.
i dont get why.
i just want to try
i want to be accepted,
sure i can say
FUCK EVERYTHING
but life is all i have.

i have to hold on.
lifes a rollercoaster.
people riding it, your family, ur friends & enemies
ups & downs.
the way of life.

the game of life.